Today is a big day.
Todays song is Beyonce- Halo
joe is my angel, so this song is self explanatory.
i don't have many words today. today is 8 weeks. 8 WHOLE weeks, 56 WHOLE days. thats a long time. and I miss him. Next wednesday will be 2 months. that is a longer time. and I am not okay with all this time thats passing. At this moment 56 days ago, i was crying in the love of my life's lap as he was unresponsive and we were just waiting for them to turn off the machine that was keeping his heart, the heart i love so much, the sound i NEEDED to function, might as well be my heart, beating. god that sounds so miserable. it is miserable what am i talking about. my life, its miserable. i miss my man. can it get anymore simple yet complex than that?
i will write more tomorrow, tonight i have no words.
<3 you angel.
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