I'm such bad blogger. but I've honestly been avoiding this. I've been avoiding life in general. wrong? maybe. but is it working for me? kinda. it makes things less real. i hate that i am "celebrating" holidays without him. there is nothing happy or celebratory about it.
just sadness. and a lot of tears.
saturday is his side of the family's christmas.
wish me luck.
oh and to top it off, our baby turns 1 in one month. f. my. life.
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