long time

its been a long time since ive blogged.

AH.

not okay. 

i have to get better about blogging. 

maybe thats why i feel like im losing my mind! 

things have been okay. 

not bad.

but not good either.

im slowly getting there.

but there is just always something that comes up.

my brain is still running 900000 mi a min every min of the day.

i miss joe.

everyday.

i have work stress about the school year starting again.

alexis is a handful as always.

there is always friend drama.

and life wouldnt be complete without boy drama.

oh and i start school very soon.

its just a hectic time i guess.

im confused.

about life in general.

i need to decide what i want.

better yet, i need to decide what i DESERVE.

make smarter choices and stop acting on impulse.

stop letting little things get to me.

see the bigger picture.

be the woman that joe would be proud of 

and stop half assing life in general.

get it together pretty girl. 

you only get one chance at this life.

do it right.

live without regret.

<3