vacation?

im on vacation at the beach.

it is wonderful.

kinda.

okay not really.

it rains alot here.

traveling with a 2 year old is challenging.

i miss my friends.

but of course.

there is drama.

i left my job on a bad note on friday.

im not happy with some changes coming into play.

and im being a baby about it.

but im a strong believer in sticking up for what you believe in. 

and im stubborn.

and dont want to change my classroom.

i dont like change.

i also dont like things going down when i am not home. 

i hate feeling like people are angry or upset with me when i am out of state and cant do anything about it.

i hate miscommunication.

i hate things being my fault.

i hate having to admit i was wrong.

but i also hate being the topic of conversation 

behind my back. 

but in their defense.

i should have been upfront and honest from the get go.

idk.

i need to not make so many drunk choices i guess.

lesson learned.

life as an adult i guess.