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this is my blog about my journey through life with a little princess after suffering the greatest loss of my best friend & love of my life.

i live day by day and when that is too much i live moment by moment.

Monday, August 27, 2012

the unexpected.

its been a longggg couple days.
vacation was a bust.
it rained EVERYDAY.
e v e r y d a y.
annoying.
come home to my job.
lets talk about that.
i love what i do more than anyone you will meet. 
there is something about children learning that makes me glow from the inside out.
but where i work.
i just am not agreeing 100% with their choices.
earth tones in a school?!
no no no
n o
but i have to do as i am asked no matter how much i hate it.
and if you know me,
you know that doesnt go over well with me.
but im going to do it.
and complain about it a lot.
gr.

still dealing with the drama.
its a part of life i guess.
but i am hoping there is a light at the end of this tunnel. 
i got a very unexpected message this morning.
from someone who SHOULD want to hate me.
but instead, they are one of the nicest people i have yet to meet.
but it flipped my morning around and made it better.
to know a complete stranger who i do NOT have the greatest past with,
was willing to go outta their way in their VERY busy schedule to tell me 
things will get better.
i DO deserve the very best.
and to not stop until i get it.
she has no idea what she did for me this morning with a few simple messages.
sometimes you just need that.
& i cant wait to see where that goes and what that holds.

sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
i am a strong believer in that statement. 



so here is to things getting better.
finding strength in the dark times.
building healthy, unexpected relationships.
and becoming the woman i want and deserve to be.
<3

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